One careless mistake after another and self doubt
It's a vicious cycle. (Raw writing with human errors)
It's Tuesday night and it feels like…definitely not Tuesday unless 2 weeks went by. This week feels endless. My brain feels like endless scribbles. The careless mistakes keep happening.
Does running a small business sound like a dream? Some days it is. Other days it consumes me. The administrative part is what gets me. It.Never.Ends. My brain is not wired for this. Then there is the hum, of things that need to be done. I can't right now.
Work that usually takes me 30 minutes is taking a a few hours now. Is it stress? Menopause? ADHD? All?? I'm at a loss. At this moment I feel like a failure and negative self talk comes in and freezes me
For now I will sit outside with a beverage and my dog. I will turn off all notifications on my phone. It will all be there tomorrow.
If only I could truly shut off my mind, like television, the problem is you know it is still there
Hey Sam! I was a foreign exchange student back then. It was an incredible year of learning and unforgettable experiences. I even met Prince Charles and Diana when they came to town to visit Charles’s brother Edward at Whanganui Boys College, where he was tutoring. I miss the mutton and kumara, and the rugby! My friends always laugh when I do the haka for them.😜
Cats definitely help. In every situation. Have a blessed day.